115 hours

i weighed myself this morning an i'd gone UP by a pound, bringing a third of the time gone to a loss of 5 pounds. hopefully this means i'll lose another ten in the reamining time but it plateausdoesnt it so i probably won't. the absolute minimum to lose now is 9, if not during this fast then one way or another. maybe i was too dehydrated when i weighed myself at 90 hours. maybe i'm too hydrated now? i need to get some laxatives while i'm shopping later too, so they might be helpful.

its stupid how much that pound has brought me down.
a. xx